Lord, I'm stupid. My pride is going to put me in the ground one day. If I think I'm going to get hurt or humiliated, I make a preventative strike. I nip things in the bud before people get the chance to hurt me.
It's the emotional equivalent to ripping a fingernail out because it hurts.
I just...get scared, so I hurt people before they get the chance to hurt me. It's like a hit and run, in a sense. I blindside them and take off like I'm being chased by Kujo or the boogey man.
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